Things Are CRAZY

This is so cute I had to put her in! :)

Well, things here have been a bit CRAZY. Leo had his cardiac catheterization at Backus on the 28th. They found a good sized blockage in an area of his triple bypass area from 2 years ago this Nov 20th. Normally he would have been immediately transported to Hartford Hospital either for a stint (his 4th) or another bypass... but his cardiologist here spoke to his cardiologist in Hartford and where this blockage is its in a "tricky spot" and surgery may "do more harm than good". So for now until the 11th of Nov. his meds have been changed a bit and if there is no positive change then we take a ride to Hartford and a surgery will be done, with that "doing more harm than good" chance to take. He is trying to get affairs in order FOR ME. I don't want "affairs"!!!!!!! I want to keep my husband for Christs sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have not slept more than a couple hours a night in weeks with worry and sick. My own BP is thru the roof. I just keep praying and praying. Can we please just have a normal life? This is insane!

I have to see an Ear, Nose and Throat dr Tuesday because for a while my right ear has been suffering.... my sinuses get so clogged that my inner ear gets to preasured and I get so dizzy and nauseas and sick. I have to take Antivert. It is CRAZY!.

We have like no money. I am working parttime still with Ahna. Leo cannot work any longer. We both get social security. The holidays are here. I hate them. And "The Mom and Dad" are going to FL. for xmas. We will house and kitty-sit Bootsie. But it will be 2 years since my Silver died.

Thats it for now I guess. Any prayers sent this way would be appreciated.