Leo's Heart

Leo can no longer work. He has been to the cardiologist in the past week yet again. His color is gone, his BP is eratic, his breathing labored, he is very tired, his ekg is anbormal, he is having chest pressure and pain again like with his previous heart attacks and before his bypass 2 years ago and before his 3 stints that had to be put in. So he is having an angiogram and to see is either a stint or more has gone bad and needs replacing or he needs a new one in a new area or he needs another heart bypass. we are hoping it is just a stint issue and not another open heart bypass. we will know in a couple weeks. It is always this time of year his heart goes bad. It is rediculous. Anyway its very worrisome, stressful, scarey, you name it. Our 6 month wedding anniversary is the 20th of this month.
Well, sometimes I just wish we had a quote "normal" life. But I love him so this it. This is our normal. I would never go back if it meant not having him at all.
Time for bed. I am exhausted...... yes early.